my digital garden is a space for collecting imperfect notes, essays, posts, and poems, and a place where ideas can grow slowly over time.
notes
loose notes on things that have caught my attention
this is why i love science fiction
This is why I love science fiction—it’s a genre that doesn’t just tell stories; it wrestles with the big questions of existence, technology, and humanity’s future. I’ve just started reading R.U.R. (Rossum’s Universal Robots) by Karel Čapek, the 1920 play that introduced the word robot to the world. Written in
we (you and i) are only as good as the algorithms that train us how to behave
Notes to self on art
Art: The Comfort and the Catalyst Art, in all its forms, has this uncanny ability to meet us exactly where we are, then take us somewhere we didn’t expect to go. It comforts us when life feels like an unrelenting storm, and it shakes us awake when we’ve grown too
i’ve been on the road for most of the last couple of weeks
I’ve been on the road for most of the past couple of weeks, which has disrupted my blogging routine a bit. During times like this, I tend to shift my focus to microblogging. Up until now, I’ve mainly stuck to Twitter (or X) and Instagram for that, but with all
Lecture Notes: The Jungian Perspective and the Tarot—Lesson 1
Lecturer: Jungian Analyst, Kenneth James, Ph.D. The Jungian Perspective Tarot and Its Role in Individuation Structure of the Tarot Deck Tarot, Jung, and the Unconscious Key Messages: Exercises for Participants: Closing Thoughts
Jung’s model of the psyche
This is a beautiful visualisation of Carl Jung’s model of the psyche, particularly focussing on the interactions between the conscious and unconscious mind. Here’s a breakdown of its elements: Overall, this diagram is a guide to understanding the layers of Jungian psychology and the journey towards individuation—integrating all parts of
journal
updates on things i’m thinking, feeling, seeing, or hearing about
death is strange
My neighbour passed away yesterday. It was expected—she was old, had lived a full life, and passed with her daughter by her side. Yet, even when it’s expected, it still feels surreal. We were close, as neighbours go. I’ve lived in this house for nearly 25 years, and she’s been
a morning full of synchronicities
It’s been a morning full of synchronicities for me starting with a not so pleasant memory, one that is a reoccurring memory that holds no real value for me and isn’t worth reliving again and again. Breaking state, I drew a card from the Osho Zen Tarot deck and lo
moments 22.09.2024
1) I remembered how grateful I feel when I reflect on the week and follow the larger arc of my journey. It’s easy to let days blend into weeks and weeks blend into months and months blend into years and miss the passage of time, witnessing life as one big
I’m facing a tough question
Here’s a tough question that’s come my way: Where in my life am I avoiding the truth or sidestepping something important? As I ask that, I can see a list of things I’m avoiding and the importance of those things. My reaction is another question: Am I ready to tackle
true strength lies within
As I look at this card, I’m reminded of the importance of returning to my inner strength. It’s not about shutting out the external world, but about not spending my energy seeking other people’s opinions, thoughts, or ways of doing things. For me, this card is a reminder that true
existential tension
me: I’m coming to the journal in an odd, hyper-focused space while simultaneously staring down into the pit of despair. I clearly see the absurdity of my actions and all that I’ve worked on today. What’s frustrating is that it’s where I want to play, but I fear that the
posts
longform blog posts exploring an idea or concept
the fear of being seen and the art of unhiding
“The fear of being seen comes from the tension of being different. And that shadow gaze, it doesn’t know how to resolve this tension, except with the binary options of conforming or hiding. To unhide yourself is to bring yourself into the light, where it feels safe to be whole,
my manifesto on obsession
Obsession is the wildfire of the soul, the unrelenting heat that scorches the mundane and demands more. It’s not just a spark of passion; it’s the raging, roaring, unapologetic inferno that refuses to dim until every last corner of your being is lit up. And isn’t that what makes life
Allied Counteroffensive, 18 July 1918 and the West Yorkshire Regiment
This post is inspired by my friend Dave’s post about his Uncle Harry who died fighting in the Allied counteroffensive during the summer of 1918. His Uncle Harry served with the West Yorkshire Regiment (62nd Division). I recommend you read Dave’s anecdote for a personal insight. It was a nice
Reviving the Vibes: Dusting Off the Musical Journey Show
Show Notes: The Musical Journey Show (January 27, 2025) I’m thrilled to bring back the Musical Journey Show! This is a nostalgic nod to my past, harking back to the days when I hosted on Radio Warwickshire. It’s been years since I’ve been down this path, but there’s something about
say what?! soulcruzer vlogging?
I’ve decided to add vlogging to the mix here on the blog. It’ll likely follow the same vibe as the blog and podcast—raw, unfiltered, and stream-of-consciousness—creating a trifecta of Soulcruzer storytelling. 😀
Eddie Van Halen: A Personal Tribute
Today would have been Eddie Van Halen’s birthday, and I couldn’t let the day pass without putting together a little tribute. Van Halen played a big part in my life during my high school years, and their music still holds a special place in my soul. To celebrate, I’ve included
podcasts
long and short form audio
The ‘Soulcruzer’ podcast (more of an audioblog, really).
Expect a blend of mysticism and music, psyche and soul, everyday wisdom, and the esoteric. One day, I might be waxing lyrical about Nietzsche’s eternal return, and the next, uncovering the wisdom of the tarot. It’s all up for grabs on this pod.
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I’m thrilled to bring back the Musical Journey Show! This is a nostalgic nod to my past, harking back to the days when I hosted on Radio Warwickshire. It’s been years since I’ve been down this path, but there’s something about 2025 that feels like the perfect moment for its revival. “Because you’ve gotta have goals” after all, and returning to the rhythm of this show is definitely one of mine.