my digital garden is a space for collecting imperfect notes, essays, posts, and poems, and a place where ideas can grow slowly over time.
notes
loose notes on things that have caught my attention
journal
updates on things i’m thinking, feeling, seeing, or hearing about
posts
longform blog posts exploring an idea or concept
wrestling with the existential question: what is a life for?
Show Notes In this episode, I dive deep into a question that’s been looping in my mind all day: What is a life for? More specifically, What is my life for? It’s one of those questions that feels simple on the surface, but the more you dig, the more complex
not all those who wander are lost: a meditation on Tolkien’s wisdom
J.R.R. Tolkien’s words—“Not all those who wander are lost”—carry a resonance that feels both personal and universal. On the surface, it’s a rallying cry for adventurers, dreamers, and seekers who roam the world with no fixed destination. But beneath the simple lyricism lies a profound philosophy about life, meaning, and
meta-jamming
There’s a peculiar rhythm that emerges when you step into a collaboration with something that isn’t human. It’s not the rhythm of conversation as we traditionally know it, where words pass between two beings with a shared sense of measure. No, this is something stranger—more electric. When I write with
the matrix is broken, cats are a direct indicator of lawlessness
It started with a glitch—one of those little things you’d dismiss if life weren’t already disintegrating into chaos. I was walking to the corner store, a place where the fluorescent lights buzz like existential doubt, when I noticed the cats. They were everywhere. Perched on rooftops. Slipping through alleys. Lounging
cyberpunk forums
a collective cyberpunk community. from what i can tell, it’s not vibrant, but it is active.
revamping, walking, and indieweb dreams
Episode Overview It’s Monday afternoon as I record this, just before stepping out for a brisk walk to clear my head after a full day at the desk. In this episode, I reflect on the transition from holiday mode back to work, share some updates about the redesign of my
podcasts
long and short form audio
The ‘Soulcruzer’ podcast (more of an audioblog, really).
Expect a blend of mysticism and music, psyche and soul, everyday wisdom, and the esoteric. One day, I might be waxing lyrical about Nietzsche’s eternal return, and the next, uncovering the wisdom of the tarot. It’s all up for grabs on this pod.
So, if first-person confessional style podcasts are your jam, subscribe to mine wherever you get your podcasts. I’m on all of the major platforms.
I’m thrilled to bring back the Musical Journey Show! This is a nostalgic nod to my past, harking back to the days when I hosted on Radio Warwickshire. It’s been years since I’ve been down this path, but there’s something about 2025 that feels like the perfect moment for its revival. “Because you’ve gotta have goals” after all, and returning to the rhythm of this show is definitely one of mine.